All in and all out

 Today I want to mention an old saying. All in attitude and all out effort. This resilency often helps during downtime more than your triumphant period.

For one thing, I always felt that I'm not a salesperson. But there are friends who actually suggest that I might be a good salesperson. What could be the worst? You lose if you dont' even try. 

If I'm a logical person, I will buy stuff from people that I trust, at a price that I can afford and for the product that I like. 

PV is such a thing that every fund manager would need. HL is the best valuation provider in all continents. So the only obstacle is really making them trust you. 

How to make an American guy trust an Asian women? Couple of ways, try to connect with them. Talking about families, frends and kids. Finding the mutual interests there. 

Connection is called connection because it's truly what it means. Conenct with people int he deepest way to monetize. 

Victory Journal

I once read a story of a poor little guy, born into a very poor family, fighting through all the difficult times in his life and became the most successful banker on the wall street. Obviously, you can tell me there are many success story like this in this country. This one is special, because it tells you how you can turn a doomed destiny into a hopeful end of a tunnel.

So I decided to follow what the author suggested on the novel. Starting recording the successful moment of my life. First one I want to record starting today. Our first outing with a car. Buying a car is no success, but owning a car is the first step to tap into my American Dream. It's definitely a moment of celebration. It marks the moment that we can turn what we've been fighting hard for the past years into the very representative industrialization product.

Now I'm writing on a presentation to invest into a secondary shares of a company. I want to be successful in this job. But to be honest, the only successful writing I have done is a very small follow-on investment, where a lot of wordings were changed afterwards by my bosses. The others are changed completely. I guess in order to be successful in this genre is to ask a lot of questions about who are the audience, what they know and what they don't know about the company & situation, what will be the most interesting point & selling points etc.

As a company coming out of a pending merger, exit must be the most hot topic. Next, it will be there cash position and ability to manage cash in the pandemic. Last but not least, their path forward.  If I can get just a little bit more insight into the company on how they are doing, I can share more...

I can become very opinionated after realizing how my subcontiousness is controlling that part of me and using my contiousness to control my subcontriousness. It's been really effective.

Everything I care

    It's been about half a year. It was really an exciting moment when I first arrived here in Berkeley. The most impressive natural spot here is the flowers. Especially during spring, when so many colorful flowers blossom under the sunshine, if you walk by and never stops for them, it's a pity.

    One year is tough, you have to learn so many stuff and no one support you except yourself. We do have strong friendship with each other, but the competition makes us split sometimes. We have to accomplish many things individually, such as the fear about the future.

    I can't remember how many times I said to someone, "I want to go home". But I never will, because I will never give up. This is a inspiring environment and I will never regret about the choice. My dream is to be a financial news host, just like my childhood idol. I know exactly what I need to do to achieve that.

    We are all blind when we seek love out of everything. So love is really everything I care. I love my parents, and we are still the happiest family in the world!! Sometimes we are more like friends than parents and child. I don't have brothers or sisters. Sometimes they have to play the roles of my brothers and sisters, to accompany me doing a lot of childish stuff.

    I have learned how to be confident about myself. Not too proud nor too modest. Confidence is about knowing oneself correctly, including strengths and weakness. No one is prefect in the world. We just have to admit that and move forward. To me, grow up is a bigger thing than success. It's a continuous process you can account for. But success is a huge moment, if you depend all your life on that, you are completely wasting your times.

    America is a country that give you the freedom to do whatever you want, but you can't lose yourself just because of that. I am so many good friends standing besides me. I'm gonna appreciate as much of their talents, their emotions, their expectations of themselves and of me, their wishes, as possible.

    Live a powerful life! Let the world know you! And be happy!

Long Time No See~~~

I know I have been too lazy to even touch my blogspace all over the world wide web. However, it's such a annoying place for me too. No matter how hard I try to keep updated, I will soon lose control of the hottest stuff. Youtube, facebook now twitter. It's normal to have IT innovation, but it's sacrificing for all the customers -- we need to sacrifaces a lot of time and effort to figure out how exactly to use the products and how we are gonna survive the new information bomb.

Academic Integrity

Cheating can not give you any long-sighted benefits only some temporary ones. Lying does not promise that this is really your last lie, 'cause lying is addicitve. Being indifferent never helps you to be a better person.
So I dicide to be an integrited person. So I decide to excel in this university. So I decide to statch up my broken life.

Exciting news

What's an exciting news instead of getting a copy of the most recent album of your favorite star? There are plenty of examples such as getting straight A's. But I want to stress one thing here that to be alive means to be happy. What's the real definition of happy? I think most people will agree with that happiness is based on the daily entries one has gone through. If you love to do most of them, I dare say you are a very happy sort of person. But if you are forced to say "just so so" when coming up with a neighber, you are definitily not happy with your current life.
Besides, through my own observation, Singaporeans are not happy at all. If what they do is really what they like, is that true that they love to work unbelivably hard nonstop to make themselves seem wealthy in front of a bunch of "friends". I put quote marks here just to show that "fair-weather " friends are not real friends. They would love to see your downfall except that they would also love to stay with you to share a piece of happiness that is temporary.

Tired of Waiting

It's hard to believe something too far away. It's even harder to believe something that you have been waiting and expecting for, expecially which you were so sure and confident. I have been waiting for being recognised as a talented girl since I was a kid. I have been expecting to be a wealthy, famous and shining start before I came into the world. 'cause my parents told me that I WAS SPECIAL.
Of course, every one is special in tons of different ways. But the most special guy is the one that can remain believing the uniqueness of himself throughout his life. I don't believe any more at least and at last. 'cause I have already given up and it's so hard to keep holding on after lots of frustrating and unsuccesful event. Don't blame me of being so not optimistic. Because the reality is so cruel that I can seldom bear.
That's why I suddenly begin to love debating, especially the British Parliamentary style, which is so elegant and fascinating that I can't quit it any more. That's the first time in my life that I pick up something along the way of growing up; I have no experience or back ground indeed; I fall in love with it; I believe I can excel in it! During this stage of life, I need some powerful techniques to help me speak up and to let people recognise my talents...