Disappointment

It's very easy to get disappoited when a highly expected fact turn to ashes. It even more frustrating when someone say those freaky words in front of face. Personally, I like to think alone and act alone, just because I am afraid that I may get hurt. Just like Kelly CLarkson sings in a song " stay at the sideway".
Maybe when someday I am mature enough to pretend that nothing is wrong but that is already defying my personality defined by the nature, or in other words--fake. I hate being fake, but smark kids are always welcome. It's so strange that everyone treat intelligence as a glorious stuff to bear. However, intelligence is not always a rightful feature of human being. I would rather make friend with faithfulness...
Life is tough (it seems that I really like to use this words when I have nothing to say or feel it so hard to express myself at present). Never mind, just keep holding on as Avril Lavigine.